Thy Word is a Lamp Unto My Feet
Do you ever get the idea that people are not listening to you? At least those who are within your circle of influence ...?
When I began this blog a year ago I felt that the Holy Spirit wanted me to speak out against contemplative spirituality.
In the last 12 or so months, I have tried to do just that. But even more than that ... the dangers associated with and the reason why contemplative spirituality exists seem to have come full circle for me and hopefully for you.
I have learned that people indeed are looking but they also try to create an atmosphere for God that has absolutely nothing to do with God and even sometimes is an abomination to God. They have "relied" on what those "learned" people around them have told them and have forgotten that the instruction manual exists right in front of them. I am talking about the inspired Word of God.
Back in February of this year, I embarked on what I would call an audacious task for me. While I have read and studied different parts of Scripture at different times in my life, I had never (up until that point) read the Bible cover to cover. I began with Genesis and I will finish with Revelation.
No, I did not want to take "forever" to do this, so my deadline became December 31st of this year. As of this point I have completed reading Genesis through Ezekiel. There may be some of you saying out there ... "Yea ... So What ... ?"
That is a valid question ... There has been a very valuable lesson I have learned through this task and one which I don't believe I could have realized without reading the Bible in this order or fashion. The Lesson is this ... There is absolutely NOTHING that God has left out of His Word and I am talking practical application.
What is awe inspiring to me is that this book was written beginning more than 3000 years ago and was completed more than 1900 years ago and it is still relevant to our lives today in the year 2007.
So back to what prompted this article ... Within the last month or so, my pastor gave a sermon on the Fiery Furnace (Daniel 3:12-27) - Please be sure to read it for yourself, for space sake I will not reprint it here. In a nutshell, the lesson learned was that Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego refused to bow down to the 90 foot statue and God Himself delivered them from the effects of the Fiery Furnace.
My pastor made a few points in his sermon at the heart of which was we have a choice to make ... To obey God or man.
Romans 12:2 (KJV) And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.
The world's methodology pressures us to conform to the world's standards but when we read and study Scripture consistently, a different standard develops, one in which we seek to do that which is pleasing to God and according to His will. What comes natural out of the process is obeying God.
Typically on Monday's another Prophecy website puts out a 30-40 page pdf document appropriately named "The Insider Report" ...
The weekly Insider Report is made available to individuals who subscribe to it. Recently one of it's regular featured author's wrote an article which he titled ... "Walking by Faith, Flying by Instruments" ...
The premise of the article can be summed up from one simple sentence in the article ... "The weather was abominable and we were virtually flying on instruments from take-off" ... With little thought hopefully you can determine that where the article went was that life can and will be abominable but the instrument we fly by is the Word of God, the Bible.
The last such occurrence that made me stand up and take notice was in a class that I am taking. The subject which we were talking about was "What is more important to God than His name?"
The bottom line of the discussion was that God's Word is more important. It is only through the study of Scripture that we can know who God is and what His plan for our life is. Hopefully you can see the common thread through each of these occurrences is the Word of God.
If you doubt what I say, consider what God inspired John the apostle to write in the Gospel according to John ...
John 1:1 (KJV) In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.
John 1:14 (KJV) And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.
It is through God's Word that Jesus is revealed for Who He is, What He did and Who He will be in the age to come. Truthfully, Scripture comes alive in the Person of Christ Jesus who has and will again dwell among us.
A couple of things in the news recently really bothered me ... I believe that at the heart of these two stories is what a lack of knowledge and failure to study certain parts or all of the Word of God can lead to.
The first article I am speaking of, was written about a group of so called evangelical Christian leaders who wrote a letter to President Bush telling him that the majority of Christians support a two state solution in the middle east for the Palestinian People and the Hebrew People.
To read the article from the New York Times and also the Letter click on the embedded links.
Had these supposed leaders read the book of Ezekiel in chapters 37 and 38, they would know that God promised to bring Israel back into the land which He promised to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob and that after such event (which is to occur in the latter times) an everlasting covenant will be made and God will set His sanctuary among His chosen people Israel forevermore. And likewise these leaders would know that Bible believing and Bible teaching Christians do NOT support a two state solution within the area designated as Israel.
Ezekiel 37:21-22 (KJV) "And say unto them, Thus saith the Lord GOD; Behold, I will take the children of Israel from among the heathen, whither they be gone, and will gather them on every side, and bring them into their own land: And I will make them one nation in the land upon the mountains of Israel; and one king shall be king to them all: and they shall be no more two nations, neither shall they be divided into two kingdoms any more at all:"
Ezekiel 37:25-26 (KJV) "And they shall dwell in the land that I have given unto Jacob my servant, wherein your fathers have dwelt; and they shall dwell therein, even they, and their children, and their children's children for ever: and my servant David shall be their prince for ever. Moreover I will make a covenant of peace with them; it shall be an everlasting covenant with them: and I will place them, and multiply them, and will set my sanctuary in the midst of them for evermore."
Ezekiel 38:8 (KJV) "After many days thou shalt be visited: in the latter years thou shalt come into the land that is brought back from the sword, and is gathered out of many people, against the mountains of Israel, which have been always waste: but it is brought forth out of the nations, and they shall dwell safely all of them."
The other item in the news recently was regarding a book about Mother Teresa ... The title of the book said to be co-authored by Mother Teresa is called ... "Mother Teresa - Come Be My Light" ... The book hit shelves earlier this month and Time magazine did a cover story about the writings of Mother Teresa contained in the book.
While the likes of Time magazine and the L.A. Times sought sensationalistic headlines, I believe beyond the news story itself we see a life that while given to tremendous work for others, still lacked a true spiritual calling that comes when one knows Jesus Christ as the Light of their own world. This same life exemplified sadly what I believe is a misguided soul at best, because she knew not the joy that comes with saving others from eternal darkness and separation from Christ.
Consider some of these quotes from the book that I found in various articles on the web ... "I am told God loves me — and yet the reality of darkness & coldness & emptiness is so great that nothing touches my soul." ... "Jesus has a very special love for you. As for me, the silence and the emptiness is so great that I look and do not see, listen and do not hear." ... "I spoke as if my very heart was in love with God — tender, personal love," she remarks to an adviser. "If you were [there], you would have said, 'What hypocrisy.'" ... “In my soul I feel just that terrible pain of loss — of God not wanting me — of God not being God — of God not really existing,”
I know that there are people who will disagree with me. Do I doubt that Mother Teresa was doing a good thing? No I don't, but my heart is sad because in my mind from the Scriptures I have read and studied, the darkness she says she experienced can only point to one thing amidst the things she did for the poorest of poor in Calcutta ...
Mother Teresa was missing the joy a heart experiences when we give selflessly as a servant of Christ Jesus AFTER we have accepted Him as our LORD and Saviour. Yes of course this saddens me, but when it comes right down to it, in everything they do the RCC promotes salvation based upon works.
I was raised in the Roman Catholic Church and up until the very early part of the year 2001, I participated in all the "sacraments" and attended church regularly. My husband and I were married in the RCC and our first child was baptized in the RCC.
One of the things that prompted us to leave the RCC was a void and I would even say a "spiritual darkness" that existed in my heart and my husband's; The only way I can describe it is that there was a yearning for the Word of God. We wanted to learn more and know more Scripture and it was not being provided for us in the RCC. We have never looked back from having left the RCC in spite of the fact that both sides of our families still remain in the RCC.
Having been outside of the RCC for more than 6 1/2 years now, I can say that when I read the Time magazine article my first thoughts were whether or not Mother Teresa knew Jesus as her LORD and Saviour. Truthfully, I make that statement as an honest objective observer.
Scripture quite clearly tells us that our lives "in Christ" will not be easy and there will be sacrifices ... Perhaps this is best exemplified in the conversion and subsequent life of Paul who eventually was martyred for his faith and belief in Jesus Christ and the spreading of the Gospel to the Gentiles ... Paul, who to begin with persecuted and murdered the first Christians and then was dramatically converted on the road to Damascus, had periods of time where things were not easy for him, but he found joy in his work for the Saviour.
Romans 5:11 (KJV) "And not only so, but we also joy in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, by whom we have now received the atonement."
2 Corinthians 7:4 (KJV) "Great is my boldness of speech toward you, great is my glorying of you: I am filled with comfort, I am exceeding joyful in all our tribulation."
You may be asking, Where is she going with this? My point is quite simply this ... Our joy is complete just as the joy of God is complete when we receive Jesus Christ as our LORD and Saviour and desire His will more than our own. As such no matter how much we go through, there is joy not darkness in our hearts.
In the RCC we gave and gave and gave in our own ways. I taught Religious Education classes for over 5 years; I helped within the parish that my husband and I were married in ... Not just teaching Religious Education, but also coordinating the ministers of communion (with my husband and father-in-law) and working with my husband in starting and setting up for a new Sunday evening service; we also served in many different ministries within our RCC parish, right up until the weekend when we decided to leave the RCC.
But as I mentioned before the works were never enough and my husband and I still felt a void in our hearts.
That void was not filled until Jesus became my LORD and Saviour. The Holy Spirit used the fact that I (as well as my husband) were not receiving the complete truth of Scripture to place a yearning in our hearts for the Word of God. The rest as they say is history, we have not looked back and while there have been challenges within our life, our peace and joy have been made complete in Jesus our Saviour.
Please know that what I am about to say is not intended in any way to suggest our struggles are any different than anyone else's struggles or tribulations. I only offer them as example nothing more. In these years since leaving the RCC we have gone through a period of unemployment for my husband, a difficult pregnancy that resulted in pre-term labor and the premature delivery of our second child. There was also an injury at my husband's work that left us financially challenged and him home on a reduced worker's compensation pay for more than a month.
When it comes right down to it God has always provided and no matter what the challenge has been we have always been able to look back and see God's presence in our life and period's of joy to help us through the circumstances of life.
When one looks at the writings of Mother Teresa objectively, I believe that while we perhaps can see reason for her being awarded the Nobel Peace Prize albeit a secular award ... A darkness that she felt emerges and it leaves one to wonder.
Everything I see in Scripture associates Jesus with Light and not with darkness, which is precisely why I am concerned. Sin and father of sin (Satan), is associated with darkness. Do I believe that Mother Teresa is in Heaven? I honestly don't know ... What I do believe is that if she realized and said as much, that she was still a sinner in need of a Saviour and accepted Jesus as the One who died for her sins on the cross in Calvary than yes she is in Heaven. But if she died believing her good works would earn her the right to eternity in Heaven than she is lost. Only God knows where her soul resides at this moment.
I will leave you with some Scriptures regarding the Light of our LORD Jesus Christ ... By the way, the title of this article is also a Scripture quote ... Psalms 119:105 (KJV) "Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path."
Psalms 27:1 (KJV) "The LORD is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the LORD is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?"
Psalms 36:9 (KJV) "For with thee is the fountain of life: in thy light shall we see light."
Psalms 43:3 (KJV) "O send out thy light and thy truth: let them lead me; let them bring me unto thy holy hill, and to thy tabernacles."
Psalms 97:11 (KJV) "Light is sown for the righteous, and gladness for the upright in heart."
Psalms 112:4 (KJV) "Unto the upright there ariseth light in the darkness: he is gracious, and full of compassion, and righteous."
John 8:12 (KJV) "Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life."
John 12:46 (KJV) "I am come a light into the world, that whosoever believeth on me should not abide in darkness."
Amidst the desire of our redeemed heart to be used by God comes a hope and trust no matter what the trial or tribulation is that makes our joy complete in Him.
Jehovah - Raah "The LORD my Shepherd"
